February 2012
Drinking vodka at noon. How lame am I!?
Oh and before she leaves she kept asking if I was okay with her going and if I was sure and blah blah. It’s like NO! I don’t want you to go. Eurgh! But I can hardly say that. She obviously didn’t wanna stay, so there was no point her staying. I wanted her to WANT to stay. But she didn’t. So she left. & No, I’m not okay. But that doesn’t really matter.
Girls are just as bad as guys.
Although, I should have seen it coming….
She broke up with me to be with him and now they’re married. She came over tonight and we’re having fun and then she starts making moves on me. So yeah, I was saying stuff about how I was gonna get her back into my bed and shit…but like…SHE made the first moves anyway. I knew she is married. It ws stupid…it’s my...
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Anonymous asked: You're saying that you gained weight. How did that happen? Why? (I still think you look beautiful).
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rebel-love-song asked: be strong darling!!! i'm with you, and i care. <3
I look fucking pregnant!! ='(
Again….that and like I’ve gone up a clothing size. EURGH! I can manage to fit into the 6’s I already have (probably because they’ve grown with me) but I can’t in stores…I’m like size 8….it’s depressing. I refuse to buy size 8 though. Going shopping today. Everything will be size 6 and smaller and baha…then I’ll have to lose weight....
Have already totally fucked today up =\
Fuck. WAY over 1200 today.
Gonna gain everything back. Eurgh FAT UGLY PIECE OF SHIT.
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Today's Weight = 53.3kg / 117.5lbs
BMI = 21.4
fractured-self replied to your post: Who’s online now, that I can talk to?
me me me how are you??!??
Terrible. I feel like dying. :(
wantstobeamodel replied to your post: I fucked up today….again….after doing okay…..I just want to die now…. =\
I’ve had a bad weekend too :( I feel so fat and shit and just errrghhhh I wanted to loose a stone btw proberly but it back on now :’((((((((( I’m here if you Wana talk Advice stop you binging anything just ask in my box or we could text :)
Thanks. You’re...
Who's online now, that I can talk to?
I fucked up today....again....after doing...
FINE JUST IGNORE ME THEN.
I’ll go die and you’ll never have to see me again. Since you obviously don’t want anything to do with me anymore anyway. =’(
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Intake today.
993 calories.
Plus I still have to eat dinner now. FUCK. Well, I dunno how many cals will be in the dinner.
We’re having pork chops and potato and other veges. Well, At least I’ll be below 1500. Which is WAY better than the past two days.
Biggest mistake today was drinking 250cals. Luckily my Aunt bought me lots of vanilla coke zero. So at least if I feel like having something...
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Today's Weight = 53.7kg / 118.3lbs
BMI = 21.5
Yesterday was still bad.
Like…1800cals. 1000 of them were chocolate. Eurgh. But at least I halved my cals. =\
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